Anxiety

Nervous confusion, land of delusion,

Panic attack, about to crack,
nervous meltdown, mental breakdown,
heart pumping, head thumping.
pulse racing, scared of facing,
quiet screams, dying dreams,
perfection, rejection, total undirection

Constant scared, unprepared,
confidence fleeting, heart skip-a-beating,
can't sleep, thoughts too deep,
high strung, hands are wrung,
feeling sick, air seems thick,
impending doom, monsters loom,
still can't eat, feeling beat, can't give in to big defeat,

Need order, pushed over border,
can't do right, goal out of sight,
prove them wrong, road's so long.
seems so quick, which to pick?
indecision, shattered vision,
unwarranted fear, shed a tear, danger always looming near.